2008

So I’ve been totally trying to avoid writing this for some reason. I don’t know why… I always write about my year, but I guess because last year was one of the most absolutely insane horrid and the most amazing year ever! Pretty much anything and everything happened! 

So anyway… The beginning of the new (2008) was a crazy one. I ended up spending “the new year” at Walmart getting gas! Because one of my friends sisters that I was with got into a car accident, so we had to drive him all the way back to his car. But, my friend and I decided to go to the club anyway. So that was my new years. At the same time, I was talking to this guy who could of been a potential great boyfriend… But, he decided to move away! So, that was a bust!

But a week after school started I met this guy, let’s call him… James… The guy who would eventually make and break my heart! Literally… Pretty much all year too lol. I truly fell in love with him, but he constantly disappointed me and hurt me. You would think I would just walk away and move on with my life, but did I?! Of course not. I don’t know why, but he’s one of those people that I just couldn’t walk away from. And this pretty much went on all year long. We were always off and on. It’s gonna be a year on the 17th! Of knowing each other of course lol.

So, even with the off and on thing with ‘James’, I occasionally talked and hung out with other guys, but nothing was the same, and I would eventually always go back to him, and of course he would always fuck up. Anyway, so the beginning of 2008 was kinda slow. Even though on the 3rd, I think it was the 3rd, of January is when I came out to my Aunt (whom I live with, and my Uncle). I mean, even though they kinda already knew, but this was like actually coming out and telling them and letting them know for sure! Which to me was a HUGE relief!! I didn’t have to hide every “date” I had and pretend I was hanging out with one of my girl friends or whatever. 

Once the semester was over and the summer was on it’s way, I made my way to Florida!! Where my best friend lives, and stayed with him for about a week. It was just the perfect vacation I needed to get away from everything and everyone! It was the most fun I’ve had in the longest time!!! I loved it! But then I had to come back and go take summer classes!! Ugh, boo! That was a total bitch! I hated it… I hated everything about summer classes! They’re sooo freakin long and it made me want to shoot myself! But I got alot of the classes out of the way because of it though, so it’s all good I suppose lol.

After summer school was over, my mom and sisters came to town!! Note that I haven’t seen my sisters since Christmas of 2006!!! So I was super excited and I couldn’t wait to see them!!! Time flew so fast though when they were here, it kinda sucked to see them leave. Of course, by the end of the summer, I started talking and hanging out with James again, and for the first time ever… I brought a guy home. Not only that, but I brought him over to meet my family… My ENTIRE family!!! It was crazy and exciting. I’ve never brought a guy over, especially to meet my family, so it was pretty crazy, but it was fun, because it was a huge deal for me.

So, my family went back and school started again. One of my easiest semesters ever, probably lol. It was fucking stressful, but it was easy. If that even makes sense! I had five classes like I always do every semester, but my College Algebra teacher was a huge no no! It was the most wasteful time for a class ever! The bitch barely spoke any English, and she had way too many different terms for the same thing, it was super confusing! So, I ended up just dropping that class! And I was stuck with my other four classes (Speech, US Government, Astronomy and Design). A’s and B’s for that semester, yay! lol.

Probably out of all the drama I’ve had throughout the year, the one thing that always seized to amaze me was James. Even when I tried to walk away, and just forget about him, he always manages to find his way back, and I’d always forgive him for every little stupid thing he did. OH!!! I went to see Kathy Griffin!!! Ah I LOVE her!!! She was fucking absolutely amazing!!! Of course, drama with James… He wasn’t the one I went with, even though I had the entire day planned out for us. It was a sad day. It was one of the biggest disappointments he’s done, and because of it we actually faded away and stopped talking for a while. But wait!!! One night I get a call on my phone. I couldn’t answer. I was at work. I get a text, “Can  you please give me a call when you can. I need to talk to you, I want to apologize.” So… Little ‘ol stupid me gave him a call. Did I just walk away, forget about him and move on? No. Of course not. So the call was a good one. He apologized, for like the first time ever for anything. When we hung out for the first time again afterwards, we gave each other the longest hug we’ve ever given and had. We just stood there in the cold… Holding each other. Things were good for a while, but he’s bipolar and his every other day of not wanting anything to do with me came back. So, some more hurt and disappointments were soon to come again and again.

So, other than the “Year of James”, nothing else really exciting happened to me. It’s almost going to be a year for James and I. His birthday is next week, hopefully he wont be an asshole and cancel our plans for me to take him out. School is going to start again next week. That’s fun. Not really. I don’t really know how this year is going to go… I just hope it goes well. I don’t really have any resolutions yet. Maybe I’ll write about that for another day or something. I have a few in mind, but I don’t exactly know yet. We’ll see.

But yeah… So that was pretty much the highlights of my year. Of course, the little things like meeting new friends and doing crazy little things that I wouldn’t normally do fit in there somewhere, so don’t worry. I made some awesome new friends, that hopefully we’ll be friends for a super long time!! Ya’ll know who you are!

Happy new years ya’ll, and hopefully everyone has another, or a better, year!!!