Starting over

I hate starting over; in games, cooking, TV, and especially in new relationships. I mean, yes it’s fun and interesting to get to know someone new and have them get to know you, but it takes so much time for the both of you to know what you like and don’t like, what buttons to push, the usual order at a certain restaurant, what to do, etc etc. Ah. I don’t know. I mean, I embrace it and avoid it at the same time. I guess I just don’t like the feeling of it, especially coming out of a long-term relationship. But again, I do think it’s fun and quite exciting to get to know someone again, especially if they’re interesting enough to want to get to know.
Of course, even years of being in a relationship you still don’t know everything about each other, and that’s the fun part. But at least you would know what to get on birthdays and anniversaries. Oh, and family. Ah, it’s like the weirdest feeling for me to meet someone’s family for the first time and getting to know everyone and whatnot. I shouldn’t be talking though… I’ve never met a boyfriend’s family before… Well, siblings wise, I have. Parents, no. Buuut anyway… Not that I’m in a relationship or anything, but i was just thinking about it today and thinking how I’m gonna have to start over again and start a new adventure once I do meet someone